Hello World,

Tue, 21 May 2013 02:47:25 -0400

For the last few months, for some reason, I’ve had the earge to write! So I’m a go for it! To whom ever reads this blog (and I know no one does!) here it all goes! My story.
My name is Keyara and I’m a 21 year old part time host/waitress at a terribly failing Italian restaurant! There I said it! That feels pretty good! Now mind you I’ve just smoked a bowl and now I’m writing everything I’m thinking! Yea, my job sucks! And before that, I worked at a sandwich place called the sandwich board. Now the reason I’m here is because I’m lazy! no lie! Old Keyara, didn’t want to try, just wanted to stay home. but now i wanna live a little! Anyway the SB is this stupid lunch thing in office buildings. You pretty much work with a bunch of low life’s. I feel bad for saying it but its the truth! I mean come on if you can decide to be a 29-64 year old sandwich maker or something else, you’d choose to make sandwiches!? Hahaha. Any way, it got old. When I go to work I like to work and the people don’t give a shit about a job they know they won’t lose. The owner just Sits there and collects money! That’s it. Everyone else are bottom feeders. So I left that job for another great fucking job! What ya know!? I mean I get free pizzas but come on! Its a bit better, but fuck. Everyone here are fucking douches! Everyone sucks! So how I ended up there is my old boss at SB (sandwich board) referred me to a friend so technically he got me the job. He began to throw that in my face a few weeks after I got the job! I couldn’t stand him. But old Keyara just stood there and did nothing! I really need to speak up more. Anyway, about this restaurant! There’s so much back stabbing! It should be on one of those shows that shows everyone what goes on in restaurants like this. It’s just really sad. Everyone is old! The waiters ages range from 27-35ish like OMG a server that old!? Nope! Everyone knows all the pretty servers are strippers now! I need to get out of this job!!! So I’ve set my sites on a cna! I just need to be alone. be left to do shit in my own! i mean you deal with a lot of shit! (No pun intended) i just like to be alone. I mean the more real I am with myself, the more I realize, friends aren’t for me! I’ve never been a good friend I’ve really never had real friends. When I was younger I never had friends because I would say mean things. Well then I sat back and became a pushover. Never saying a thing! Then through elementary I’ve had some pretty awesome friends! Cris, darian, hector, my sister!! Lol yea that’s it! Oh well! But yea that’s family! After 16 years of schooling I finally see that. In middle school I got in so much trouble towards the end! Blah!! I never talk about that part of my life! Middle school sucked, now lets move on. Finally!! High School! Here’s the thing about school, I love the curriculum, I just really dislike the company of others! Any way I became another pushover! I was such a goof! I look back and just think, thank God there’s no pictures! Like that school was not for me! But I begged my dad to go there! I needed a fresh start! Anywho!! Nothing good or exciting happened! I met some friends then we moved on. I don’t talk to anyone I went to high school with. I mean I would like to catch up with Olivia and Brianna. Idk they just know me pretty well you know!? Good times! So yea I guess two good things came out of it! But other than that nothing else happen. Well when I was 17 I met my boyfriend. Idk there’s just something about him. I’m myself when I’m with him! No judgement, it’s just us! What more can you love!? After four years, I can’t go not one day of us not talking. It’s strange. Any way, he’s awesome. I mean we’ve had problems, but who hasn’t! He’s the one! I just feel it in my heart! So that’s where I’m at in life! Broke, pretty much jobless, (but it can get worst,) but that’s where I’m at. At home smoking a bowl with my one and only!

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Wed, 17 Apr 2013 22:56:56 -0400

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Sun, 07 Apr 2013 20:50:41 -0400

God forgives, I smoke.

Hello World,

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